Abstract
This study uses an autoethnograhic approach to examine the role of doubt as a feminist knowledge lens. I argue that the experiences of designing, executing, and writing a research study with myself at the center produced a unique insight into how doubt shapes and filters not only gameplay for some women, but also the very process of creating new knowledge claims. This chapter blends narratives of experience with commentary based in feminist theory to comment on the benefits and drawbacks of doubt as an epistemological phenomenon. Placed into the context of current video game and academic cultures, the study asks us to reconsider what it means for women and marginalized groups to doubt themselves and others.
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Janish, E. (2018). Shoot the Gun Inside: Doubt and Feminist Epistemology in Video Games. In: Gray, K., Voorhees, G., Vossen, E. (eds) Feminism in Play. Palgrave Games in Context. Palgrave Macmillan, Cham. https://doi.org/10.1007/978-3-319-90539-6_13
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