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Ambai: “One Person and Another” (Tamil)

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This story was published in the Tamil journal Sathangai, no. 12 (July–September 1997). “Ambai” is the pen-name of C. S. Lakshmi. Born in 1944, she has published two collections of short stories in Tamil and a collection translated into English, A Purple Sea (1993). She currently runs an organization called Sound and Picture Archives for Research on Women.

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Natarajan, K. (2000). Ambai: “One Person and Another” (Tamil). In: Vanita, R., Kidwai, S. (eds) Same-Sex Love in India. Palgrave Macmillan, New York. https://doi.org/10.1007/978-1-349-62183-5_56

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